Right now, the love of my life, current happiness and support system is disappointed in me and I have no idea what to do. I know you’re tired of my bullshit, disloyalty, and everything else I do wrong. I’m racking my brain over here trying to figure out to do. I’m praying that the well hasn’t run dry in your heart. I’m so absolutely in love with you, that it seems unreal. Although we have disagreements about small stuff, I wouldn’t trade a second of it because you’re what makes me truly happy. I can’t resist not talking to you and when I do, I can tell you’re not really trying to have a conversation with me. I know saying my life is incomplete without you, but I honestly feel that way. I can come to you about anything, and I know I can count on you for an honest answer. I can confide in you about anything because I know my secrets are safe with you. Right now, I’m depressed and disappointed with myself because you are disappointed in me. That feeling is the worst one I have ever felt. I’d rather you say you are mad at me than for you to say you are disappointed in me. This relationship means EVERYTHING to me, and I’m just going to pray that The Lord works things out in our favor. As always, I think that deep down, you don’t want this, but sometimes harder things have to be done in order to be 100% happy in life and in love. I hope that you will see this, and understand where my head is. Never forget that I love you, and I will never stop loving you.